Too sensitive and emotional for the cold, academic world.
Too rational and controlling for the intense, spiritual one inside me.
And even after working as an artist for over 25 years, I carried this constant weight of never feeling like I was enough.
Like I didn’t really know what I was doing.
My mind was stuck in this loop of trying to control everything… and it left me paralyzed by self-doubt.
I kept telling myself, “Once I improve technically, this will go away.”
It didn’t.
I kept second-guessing myself—caught between the desire to shine and the fear of disappointing. Between craving recognition and being afraid of being seen.
But the traditional path wasn’t for me. And somewhere along the way, I had a moment of clarity.
So one day, against everyone’s advice, I let go.
I had an art retreat in Menorca. Maybe you’ve heard of it: Menorca Pulsar.
Four years ago, I shut down my art retreat to build a life that felt more aligned—with purpose, with values, with who I really am.
I created it to become a better painter. But turns out, it wasn’t the answer.
Getting better didn’t make me feel like a better artist.
Everything was going great. And I shut it down.
It wasn’t a calculated decision. It was an epiphany. A leap of faith.
I needed to feel useful. To make an impact.
But I also refused to build something that didn’t feel like me.
When I designed this new project, it wasn’t just about making it sell. Anyone can do that with a bit of grit and some luck.
I needed it to reflect what I stood for—and I wanted to be recognized for my vision, without faking who I really was.
That’s why I get you. And that’s why I can help.
I’ve got plenty of flaws and insecurities. I’m terrible at organizing events—but I’ve got an incredible team that’s way better than me at that.
Honestly, I started this scared. I’m still scared.
But I believe fear points you in the right direction. It’s a signal.
You’re scared too. I know it.
Fear is a compass. I swear by that. And I hope one day, you’ll see it that way too.
That’s what I’m working toward—for you to get there.
I know what it’s like working in a field replete with sensitive, vulnerable people.
Because I’ve been there—attending workshops, buying courses, falling for the fake gurus—long before I ever called myself an “artist unlocker.”
Yeah, I made that up. “Artist unlocker.” Bold move, I know.
And yep, I heard the usual: “That’ll never work.”
But it did.
I’ve blended art, psychology, and strategy.
I’ve brought in top-notch pros from different fields, to help unblock artists through the body, not the mind.
You’ve got way too much going on in your head. Things will start making sense once you feel them in your body first, and let your mind catch up. In that order.
That’s what I help make happen.
You might not understand what I do, but it’ll work.
Might even help you let go of that anxious need to figure everything out or keep it all under control.
Been there. It’s fixable.
I don’t subscribe to that competitive nonsense of the personal growth world. Artists don’t need that. It’s actually harmful. Don’t go there.
I truly believe that people who help others heal, grow, or better love themselves deserve projects that don’t drain them or contradict who they are.
I’m talking about me. I’m talking about you.
This project now reflects who I am. And for me, reputation beats success. Every time.
Because when your reputation takes a hit, there’s no second shot.
I design these programs to help you hold onto your purpose—and that reason you first considered becoming an artist—for the long haul.
I design them like perfect crimes.
I help you see different perspectives and use them as tools.
I help you take yourself a little less seriously—and do the same with everyone else.
I help you survive the everyday mess of your studio.
